When I first learned how to write sentences and paragraphs, I knew I wanted to be a writer. I loved the written word so much that I wanted to express myself. I wrote my first essay soon after I made that declaration, and my first poem followed not long after that.
I found that writing my own, unique words gave me a rush.
When I became a published writer about a year later, I felt like I had stepped into my dream. I was ten years old, and a world of possibilities had opened up for me.
A lot has happened with my writing since then, and not all of it has been positive.
I started my writing career when I was in my early twenties. I was initially excited and at the time, it was a passion that I nurtured and enjoyed. I explored different styles and forms of writing, pouring my thoughts onto paper with no hesitation.
I lived in Germany at the time, and my days were filled with adventure. I would wander through the countryside, visit nearby cities, and let my surroundings inspire me. During this time, I wrote a lot of creatively inspired pieces about anything that captured my attention, like poetry and short stories. I only had a few things published, but it felt good because I was inspired.
After that first awkward year, I started writing for publications.
As time passed, I expanded into writing for publications, including magazines and newspapers. Seeing my byline in print was a thrill. I even wrote a book and managed to find a publisher. But just when I thought I had made a breakthrough, the publisher folded before my book ever saw the light of day. It was a crushing blow, and for the first time, I began to question my path.
Then came the rise of the digital age, and with it, new opportunities. I embraced writing online in the early 2000s, a time when digital content was still in its infancy. Writing online allowed me to reach a wider audience and opened new possibilities for making a living. But there was a downside.
I started focus on making good money with my writing.
In my effort to sustain myself financially, I made compromises that nearly cost me my love for writing:
- I didn’t make time for my own creative projects.
- I took on assignments without considering whether I was truly passionate about the topics.
- I worked excessively, chasing deadlines and trying to keep up with demand, which led to burnout.
Somewhere along the way, writing became less of a joy and more of a chore. What once filled me with excitement now felt like an obligation. I was burned out, but I did eventually heal.
I started to enjoy writing again.
My burnout lasted for several years, but I eventually healed and started to write again. Some things that worked to help me heal include journaling, writing daily, and not worrying about making money with my words.
I enjoy writing about topics such as writing, creativity, journaling, and anything related to my life that I want to share. I feel good about my writing again, and now I am here to share it with all of you!